I think the only one who is going to read this now is Jaimie, which is cool with me.

Anyway, today I realized I think  like talking to people out of the ordinary. Just..people who no nothing about me and cant judge me. I like making good first impressions. I want someone to see the new me. the new chelsey I want to be.

Im no longer upset about whats happened. People arent going to like you in your life ,its cool. ALTHOUGH.I have been fucked over wayy wayy worse than what I did and I still forgave them. But its all good, if im not a good friend to them then. they have the right not to talk to me. Im sorry they feel that way. They have every right to, but whos to say I havent listened to a word they said?

Anyway, Im going to be alright. In a few months, they'll be over it, if not they already are. I know I am, coz whats the point in dragging shit on. 

I like changing into someone I have always wanted to be.
Not personality trait wise but just.
refresh myself.
take a breather.